My issues with food are pretty obvious with boyfrinds but I am also open about it. I have a major sugar addiction and don't really enjoy actual food all that much. In addition to that, years of addiction and bulimia has caused stomach issues and stomach shrinking so I can't even fit the food I want to eat. You can tell when I have relapsed because I barely touch my food at all, even my pastries will be untouched.

I wish I had the same appetite for real food that I did for pastries though, my God!